Not perfect =(

I don’t know much about life, my future is yet to be figured out. But yet I sit here today writing about how life can take a toll on me. You don’t know about my past and maybe this is gone to fast and maybe this is not meant to last. But I have to say, life is just scary to live in, one day you’re happy and the next sec you can just drop down from the hills. I might not be perfect, but let me start this journey all over again. This is me, the only me. The guy that can make people laugh when they are down.

My life is simple; I hate to sit down or lay down my bed and feel sad after a long day at college. It’s not my thing to get sad. I normally laugh when people ask me how I can get sad when they normally see me begin the happiest person on earth. Well gods made us all just like him to be sad, happy and angry. Right now looking at things I feel so hidden inside. I’m sacred to come out and tell the truth to them and look at their face drop and make me a pointless person again. I’m just sick of “them” to think I’m pointless and useless. Sometimes I feel like running away far away from everything but I guess that is not the best choice. LIFE IS HARD TO LIVE!!! BUT I’M NOT PERFECT AND I WILL CORRECT THAT ASAP

i'm back

I guess i have not been writing here .
well now i'm going to start back writing here since now i got the interest of writing back .

Right now life is not going as i want it to go
things suck at the moment

UPDATE!!

Hmmm .. was not keeping this fucking blog updated ... Anyways life is going pretty good after my last post up here.. Hmm lets see wut motherfucker stuff happend in my life.. Well i went into college.. Meet up with the Awesome/nice/emo/happy/hyper ppl i could ever meet.. Its nice hanging out with them.... Thn was Doing a song for "somebody " .. Thn it got called off becasue of some fucking White guy .. And thn hmmm normal clubbing shit and all... haha..

I got my driving license .... yuhoooooo...

just hope dad give the damn car......

Monti boy

sorry people i did not update my blog for a long time .. Well now i have the time to blog . Time to blog about monti boy .. If some of you guys dont know monti is my godmother's dog and he has brain tumor .. Monti is like a child to them so he is so so so so so so so manjaed by them . every time when a.annie(godmother) comes to Malaysia ( she stays at U.S ) . She will kill us with monties stories ..I don't even know the dog but Monti sounds a real awesome dog to be with. Today i received a mail from a.annie and said that monti was having brain tumor she said that he might be going to heaven any time so it might be tomorrow, in a week, a month ..I was really looking forward to meeting you monti boy when i come end of this year . But i guess i cant .. I really hope you hang in there .. LOVE U WB.

TAGGED BY NESS

As this is my 50 post so why not do a tag ..

whoever gets tagged have to write 1o things about that person who tagged him/her.

1. The best person to hangout with
   
2. The nicest person in the world
3. she is my barney ...lol.. XD
4. she hates starbucks .. i dont no y..dont ask ..
5. does not care about how seh looks .. =D
6. Loves NERD wonderland ..
   
7. LOVES BOOKS..i dont no y
   
8. we click like paper and glue =rD
9. too crazzzzyyyy
10. can be loving and caring .... =D

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about her/himself.

1. Loves music it is like sex to me ..
   
2. love to write songs
   
3. daredevil
   
4. loves cameras and photographic .. it just happend
   
5. love my GUITAR
   
6. HATES FISH .. *I ADMIT *
7. Love to party till its 3-4 a.m
   
8. Love clubbing so much
   
9. needs to get a tattoo at L.A INK .. THIS YEAR =D
10. HATES BOOKS ... AND HATE NERD WONDERLAND ..
    

At the end, you need to choose 5people to be tagged and list their names.

---NESS
---CAR-MOON
---SASHA
---ASHOK
---DEN DEN
---NISHA
---FOX
---RIHANNA
---NERD
---jaclyn

Guess who i am going to see this FEB 13 ... Yes u gueesed it .. It is Barbados-born beauty Rihanna ... AWESOME ... SHE IS SO SO SO SO HOT.......

CANT wait for the concert .. And after this is jason ,.... wowowowowowowowowowowowow....

= D

The Drinking Game

NESS damn i love you for getting me this wonderful/awesome gift for Christmas that i only got yesterday but that is cool .. hehe .. = D babe me love you ..

ANYBODY WANT TO PLAY !!!!!

My idol

MY DAMN BEST IDOL... IS SLASH

One of the best players of guitar in the world And a legend of rock .. slash from the band

Guns N' Roses

I really love their song "Welcome to the Jungle", "Sweet Child o' Mine", and "Paradise City."

cheers to the king of ROCK!!!!!

House on the hill..

The house tht i will never forget ..... One of the best houses in cameron highlands.. and its my grandfathers banglow.. The home has a life on its own in a good way.. its brings all of us together as a family ... well the place really rocks... love it to the core of the earth

T Cafe

well some of you guys all ways ask me what in the world i do in Cameron highland.
i am so lucky that Cameron highlands is my hometown and my grandparents and aunts are there . so its a place for me to run away and relax and do all the things i want to do that i cant do in k.l.

One of the best places to hang out and chill is t'cafe . well its my aunts cafe and i get free food so its a nice place to eat and dine...And i can cuci mata looking at all the mat salleh chicks that come there so its a ++.. haha.. its one of the awesome places in Cameron highlands.. And one of the top cafe in cameron highlands since 2006-now and forever dont belive me check out the link below..



www.t-cafe.biz

The things i want for christmas

I have no idea what in the world i want for Christmas this year ...
i been getting the same old things
all the year ..
but Christmas is all about giving.
Not asking.. so the things i get i am great full for it
all.. and most off it comes from my family .. = D


....THIS IS SOME OF THE STUFF I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS ...

.......MONEY IS A MUST........

....Guitar's is a must .. i will die with out one...



......A PLAYSTATION 3 ......



....Skydiving lessons for free ...


.....A CAR.. NOT ANY CAR A LAMBORGHINI...


.......A BRAND NEW PHONE ....




...A new camera not any camera a Nikon or a cyber shoot T-series 10.1 magapix..




THAT IS ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS ... AND MAYBE MORE... LOL... = D


MERRY CHRISTMAS

i HATE TAGES ... BUT SO BORED ...

Rules & Regulations:
do not copy answers
the tag questions must be 100% the same
tag people after doing tag
no tagging back-

I tag:
Rihana
Darren
Ness
sasha
nisha
ashok
den den
lalo
mick

1.How do you know 1?
we meet at camp rock.. we did a duat together

2.What would you do if you never met 2?
LOL..i have no idea

3.What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
hmmm i have no idea ... let me check ......

4.Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
ergh... i dont think so ... maybe ..??? i not sure ...

5.Do you think 7 is attractive?
Yup den den is attractive.... =D

6.Do you know anything about 8's family?
YUP

7.Tell me something about 9...
cool dude ...

8.What language does 2 speak?
English i dont think he can speak Chinese

9.Who is 3 goin out with?
I have no idea .. must ask her ... NESS U GOING OUT WITH WHO !! ????

10.How old is number 4?
16

Just have the mood to blog about my fly .
every rocker has a awesome family .
so this is mine
they will always stick with me
like paper and glue ,,
i love them
= D

this is some crazy pic.. we do together

ITS ALL GONE

Finally all my books are going to the slammers
form forum 1-5 my room has been looking
like a ............... figure it out your self .
Now no more BOOKS i can live
...lol...

This is how my room looks like .....